Torn on my feelings, And I dont even know if it is ok to feel this way.?

Of course this is a NORMAL feeling to still have little "feelings" for your old guy friends/ex-boyfriends, while you're with your husband, but it's NOT right at all to go behind your husband's back (I'm not saying you are). Try to start off as friends once again with guy friends from your past, but try not to start having CRUSHES on them, even though you can't control your emotions and heart. If you DO start liking them MORE than just a FRIEND, you should at least try to discuss your feelings and heart your husband, before doing anything else.