Any Christians ever dreamed of standing before Christs judgment seat?

I had a dream where i just kinda popped up in the sky or something like that i guess then all the sudden a bright light...so bright you couldn't look at it shined my way...the feeling when it hit me was kind of a brokenness or humility and a joy i can not describe at the same time....it pulled me like super fast to the judgment seat of Christ....He was up a little higher than where people were standing....there weren't a whole lot of us there but He was like glowing white or light blueish...a spiritual looking thing...like not transparent but not solid...anyways I couldn't even look at Him until i bowed down and prayed...it was terrifying...there were a lot of other people to there they were kneeled down praying then they got up and started walking to the left of Him...and i looked and i was like that's it? they are just gonna pray for a minute and go right in....i kept saying im worse than all them im last im last....He never turned His head He never looked at me....He just looked bold...composed...powerful....glorious..… was terrifying....im a christian but I dunno what that dream could have meant...i just didn't feel worthy to walk in....I dunno anyone had a dream like that or care to explain something about mine?